So this is Christmas...

Merry Christmas

Such a sense of error and fabolousness this year, in terms of I've been feeling VERY unfestive yet, I've bought people some of the best presents I've ever bought people, I'm proud. Guess with three jobs I've just a bit more money this year.

Sales have started and even though I shouldn't I want all of these...


Free People Poison Apple Sateen Dress
Was £55.00
Now £24.99



Seamless Lurex Ruched Tube Top
Was £35.00
Now £14.99


Kimchi & Blue Braided Cowl Neck Jumper
Was £40.00
Now £20.00

I remember when I used to feel something, now I'm just cold inside.

The title is how I feel and how I am right now, I get up, work, go to sleep, get up, work, go to sleep and you know what I love it. I couldn't be happier, I am a bitch for saying this but right now nothing else matters except for me and maybe three four people in my life...I've spent two years doing everything that everyone else wanted me to do, now it's my time. I might of got a bit self-righteous and this might come back to bite me on the ass but NOW it's about ME.
Saying that if YOU need ME call me I am always here...<3


As everyone knows who knows me well I am constantly on-line, I infact never turn my computer off...I did a couple of days ago for the first time in I don't know how long, six months?
I've found so many amazing things on here and I never jott them down to remember myself to buy them or to think straight or to get inspired! so here it goes...

First to dissect is URBAN OUTFITTERS

Home












Clothing






I've become obsessed with http://tumblr.com/ at the moment, the imagery on there is so inspiring and amazing I'd rather stay inside finding things and posting them then going outside and getting cold and white.

Perfect winter solution.

Come and follow me here: /vaticancities.tumblr.com/

My baby (my laptop) is unrevealing it's clothes and is spewing out its guts (wires) so it needs a new case. Will be sending it off shortly as the insurance runs out on the 14th which I am paying 150 for which will take it up till 2011 which I didn't think was too bad.

Anyways...far too tired will post more on what I want from UO tomorrow :)

Back once again (for the renegade master)

Don't know what happened to me, I found countless blogs and forums to read and have deeply been neglecting this little champ.

Progress in my life has been fantastic, I'm a new hot babe some might say.
In terms of personal design (or lack of) I have put together a little baba of my own that I hope to release early next year once I've gathered all the information and people I need for it. I'm 100% on it and I hope the people I want involved in it (only the best!) will be on it too.

For now I have just been inspired by many people/things/websites/love.


Oh hai! I fucking love you.


Oh it's me!
I've grown, I've loved, I've learnt, I've longed, I've cried, I've given, I've taken, I've thanked.


Whenever I want to just 'fuck the world' I listen to this album, it's raw, it's fun, it's thought provoking, it's slightly border lining on metalism (is that even a word?) but above all else when I'm in this mood I'd rather just sit and listen to this then 'smash things up' and cry.


I hope and pray that I'm this cool when I'm older, having fun with my bud and just loving my life.

What is all this...

For the first time in months I have come back to self doubting myself and giving up (well not quite yet) on everything that I ever hold close to me, family, friends, lovers, design...


After starting this Internship it's made me learn alot about myself that 1) I maybe not get on with others as I think...and 2) I always say the wrong thing.
After working by myself for years maybe I'm just finding it hard to try and break out of my comfort zone box and adapt to designs and writing the way I NEED to rather then the way I WANT to, it is only day four, hopefully I will grow and learn and love my time I have left there. Still praying to God that they keep me on and give me a full time placement as the thought of going back to nights and working weekends constantly after having time at somewhere I love doing will shatter everything...But, it is an amazing experience and it is just what I need to learn more things and take it as whatever happens happens.

It has made me become OBSESSED with fashion, not that I wasn't already but even more so now it's ridiculous, every blog, website, livejournal, facebook site I've been on I've just been memorized by fashion photography and the art form of it all, so much that I wish I was 18 again and just starting out deciding what I want to do!




http://www.flickr.com/photos/thegirlwhotamedthetiger/

If I wasn't so tired I'd post more, but LOVE!

You could be my lucky star, shine on me wherever you're...

I think I have come to the decision to do a bit of travelling maybe late next year? I'm almost certain I want to at least get to one of my three top locations next year them being Japan, Sweden and Barcelona.

As of yet I don't know what's going to happen in my life, so many exciting things have happened already that I feel really truly blessed to have such good connections within the business that I am passionate about and enjoy doing.

Hopefully with this work experience it will lead to a proper full time paid job, if it doesn't then at least I've had the opportunity to add a fantastic company to my work experience and hopefully it will give me alot more confidence and added skills within my work.

I feel very blessed right now.



Favourite songs at the moment.







Not the original video but I think it's alot better and more interesting then the foetus even though the foetus is very clever.






Favourite websites at the moment:

♥
/welcometothefold.wordpress.com/
Used to go to University with Martin and he has teamed up with a few other lads to bring this blog, covers art, fashion, photography and opinions me likey.


♥
/mashable.com
Geek out.
Hours of entertainment and learning facilities.
B R I L L I A N T

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/weloveyouso.com
'In October 2009 Spike Jonze’s feature film rendition of Maurice Sendak’s classic story Where The Wild Things Are will hit movie theaters worldwide.

The film represents years of work from hundreds of different artists, writers, photographers, musicians, actors, and creators of all degrees.

This place has been established to help shed some light on many of the small influences that have converged to make this massive project a reality.'
I love it, I've been on this for hours today checking out all the other random websites of art and photography on there, really inspiring!

I've never seen Twilight I might surface into the cool world and watch it.
It's supposed to be amazing but people said that about 'Sweeney Todd' and as much as I did enjoy that it was too overated and it was obvious hot it was going to end.

My Puppy is next to me lying on his back with his little face sleeping gently, oh to sleep all day would be faboulous.

Interview tomorrow for scsmarketing.co.uk nervous but excited :) wish me luck!

I was supposed to...

dedicate my day to cleaning, packing, prepping, sourcing and filing but instead I have spent most of it in bed feeling dreadful and going on various, art and designs sites feeling inspired and possibly quite jealous of work and wonders that I've seen.

I went to sign up to the doctor yesterday (haven't been registered with one since I left Southampton!) and they want a utility bill and a passport photo, why? why? why? All I want is some pills to make me feel better and clear up my skin for fuck sake.

The receptionist was really rude too, I walked in and she just gave me evils and then laughed at me when I said I was returning back from University and needed a doctor? What's your problem?? Just 'cause you sit on your ass all day, taking calls from sick people and whining about your family doesn't mean you can't smile and be nice to some babe that walks into the surgery. I really just don't get rude people, people who look at another like shit and are just generally assholes. When I go for my appointments I might be just as rude back, unfortunately this is just not possible for me as I am way too polite and nice for my own good!

Anyways...Some images, links and people that have made me :), lol and :| today.



Me and my buddies having fun.


I think this is genius, so simple, so strong, so good.
Buy it here.


Mental, sadly the comments underneath this post state that the position was filled in May and that this is 'old news'


Hmmmmmmmmmm


Amazinnnnnnnnnnnnnng, 215 £££!


R.I.P



I feel like such an idiot, in my previous post I posted some photographs from an amazing guy that I learnt about in college, Dash Snow only to recently look on his wikipedia to scan some more information about him, whereabouts, new material etc to find that he died on July 13th of this year due to a suspected drug overdose. Such a waste of an amazing and inspiring talented artist.