Birthdays, Parties, Work, Shoes...

So the past couple of weeks have been pretty hectic - with four Birthday's to celebrate, Mother's day, coping with the fact that my Mother is now on Facebook, I know right?! Holding down a competition for BFW with Beauty UK again - good times. Love those guys always so lovely and attentive, as well as holding one down with Street Casuals and Drop Out UK.

I've bought myself a Canon which I'm in love with - since I was 14 all I wanted was a macbook and a good camera now I've got both and I'm SO happy. Rory is a nightmare though and keeps barking when I take pictures.



Models Own - Baby Bloo and a painful cut on my index finger :(



I love this t-shirt and so glad I bought it before the store closed. Reminds me of the Suicide File song - Things fall apart and reminds me that yes, things DO fall apart but you know, stay strong, beautiful and hold your own...x

Now, I've never been the one to invest in loads of shoes, t-shirts and dresses were more my thing but I have fallen in love with many a pair and will be purchasing when my $$$ enters my bank account which is naughty because I'm supposed to be saving but I can't live in brogues and boots forever can I?

So here are a range from Topshop and F-Troupe...Check out the Superga's that I want here too.










Weekly pictures -







Models Own - Smash Up!

WISH LIST

Is it really sad to be really excited about some shoes?
I spotted this website from here and blogged about it on Deer Brains.



I cannot believe how cheap and good looking these shoes are. Totally buying a load when I get paid. I've been looking for some loafers and brogues for a while and these are perfect.

Also bought my attention to cute little play suits and amazing things I can team up with them.


EXCITED

I'm gonna close my eyes and maybe it will go away...

The past two weeks have been pretty weird and stressful if I'm going to be honest.
I always find myself hoping to be better and hoping to get stronger, I am fine but I'm getting drained of longing for what I truly want and knowing that it will probably never happen is quite tough, I'm the sort of person who tries her upmost hardest but whatever I seem to do it always comes tumbling down a few months later...I guess that is what we call the wonderful world of life, huh?

I've worked my ass off the past eight months and I am in serious need of some fun.

I'm quite looking forward to going to see my old flat mate at the end of May, Going to see The Get Up Kids with Dan and Shahnaz and going to Wireless Festival with my sister.

But if I don't do something soon I am going to crack.

I guess watching films like Elephant, Girl Interrupted, The Royal Tenenbaums and Ghost World doesn't help but what brilliant films all the same.

To prevent me from going on a downhill spiral I am going to surround myself with a massive internet shop when I get paid this Friday.

♥ However I did buy this:



For £15...
The other day which is a strong replica of:

Which is £ 126,72

Crazy huh?